handheld_heartbreak's Xanga

Friday, February 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:29:45 GMT

WOW!!! I haven't updated in forever!!!

I just found out that my father, though he seems accepting, actually doesn't approve of my lifestyle. Aparently his relationship with Stacey is affected by me...aparently her son will disown her if she decides to be with him ony because of me...

You can try to hurt me all you want but I will not allow the people around me to be hurt...but this time...I can't do anything about it...

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 03:32:57 GMT

OMG!! so I told Mark i like him, apparently for the 3rd or so time!!!

DIALOUGE:

Shay - "I have the biggest crush on you."
Mark - "Aww..."
Shay - "Yeah..."
Mark - "...you know you've told me this like 2 or 3 times before..."
I didn't remember
Mark - "Yea...so any way"
Shay - "And this has never affected our friendship?"
Mark - "Well, I'm used to it from all genders, and i don't want to have sex and ruin our friendship or something..."
So of course now i know he think's i'm ugly and fat...

Anyway

I HAD THE BEST DAY!!! WHOOT!!!

YAY!! lol

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 06:06:17 GMT

I just got to hang out with SHANNON!! the coolest babe eva!! omg!! this has been a great day

Hearts & Horseshoes
**The Extatic Shay**

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 00:54:13 GMT

Halloween ROCKED!!!! I got sooooo much candy!! i was the fuckin gayest vampire you've everseen!!! lol i was struting down the street it was so funny!!!

I had to escort my sister though... blech...

Hearts & Horseshoes
*The Fabulous Shay*

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 20:06:10 GMT

Hello one and all!!!

It's halloween tomorrow and right now my sister is at a party and she's dressed like a guy so she's wearing my thug clothes that i make gay!!! lol

I'm gonna be a vampire!!!

Happy Halloween
*The Goulish Shay*

Friday, October 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 18:27:41 GMT

YAY!!! MID-TERMS ARE OVER!!!

Now i have to take the last half of English 1...yes i'm a FRESHMORE

AHH oh well at least it's with Mrs. Raome and not that bitch Sample

I've been driving everywhere!!! and i don't drive crazy....meg i love you, but the thought of u behind the wheel makes want to shit my pants...

Hearts & Horseshoes
*The Fabulous Shay*

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 23:56:42 GMT

Ok so, my mom was just here, dropping off lauren, and as she's leaving she does that thing where she looked me in the eyes and said

-"Hi kevin, i miss you"
--calmly "I don't miss you"
-"You can't say any thing nice?"
--calmly "You told me not to lie to you."
-"Bye, I love you"
--"Good bye Donna"

She walked away crying...i really broke her heart...but she's never been nice to me so that's what she gets...

Hearts & Horseshoes
*The Exausted Shay*

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 14:44:34 GMT

Ok so new song and new look for mua...

On thursday my sister faked sick while she was at her mother's house, so she didn't go...but on friday donna didn't wake up on time to get lauren up so she said "u don't have to go to school" WTF!! she missed a whole day when she should have only missed an hour or two, i kno u guys are all thinking YAY no school, but in this family u don't do that, and she's missed sooo much school b/c she's been fakin it u guys kno i never miss a day of school unless i'm skipping and i don't even do that ne more.....my mother now has no visitation or viewing rights of lauren b/c she's so irresponsibe...i have more responsibility than my mother and i do it all... she's too busy getting drunk all the time...any way her wolrd is really gonna fall apart now...

kisses on dark day
*your one and only*

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 23:28:15 GMT

OMG i just got a free trial of Xanga premium!!

Yes this is Pop by NSYNC but that's b/c no one listens to them ne more!!!!

I love u guys call me or somethin...

Kisses for All
*Onyl Shay*

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 21:31:26 GMT

Tell me if u like the layout i got from the number 2 layout site in xanga!!! ( i did not create this)

OMG i had the strangest dream that that bitch, the one who told me to die of aids, was sitting in the pricipals office and i walksed by and she turned into a demon and attacked me and i grew these really pretty wings and flew away and stuff and it was cool!!!

and then i killed her.....

I love my new site!!!! tell me if u love it too?!?!

Kisses for All
*Only Shay*